I seem okay I trick myself into feeling okay But when it's quiet Or when I actually stop Talking enough to listen to my mind I'm not okay I'm dealing, I'll make it But I'm not just *okay
Why are things ****. Why why why. When will I feel safe and when will I feel okay okay. Wth is going on WTH. Like I keep getting hit with curveballs and I'm wondering when the bruises will be visible. I'm dealing though. I'm mostly happy. Things are just very very very very rough and bumpy and messy and are ******* with me