She smelled of the crunch of autumn leaves under boots, or rain on pavement, or possibly both together. I canβt distinguish between the two in the weakness of my memory. Iβve always wished there was a way to capture a smell like a picture, just to savor now and again. I would replay her entrance over and over in my mind if I could. I admit this one regret, though I try never to regret what brings me to the place in which I am still standing. I regret not savoring my own picture of her first appearance into my consciousness.