when im the only one on the road

1 AM i'm leaving all alone

all the things that i could say

would never make these feelings go away


i just wanna know how you feel

wonder if the things i think are real

really bothers me when you say

what you said to me a certain way


i deseserve all the love in the world

you dont know that its not true

because i wouldnt know what to do

i keep thinking that i wanna die


I miss the blue color in your eye

reminding me to keep finding time

a million miles away but so close

thinking of you is another dose


i wish i could feel nothing now

ill build a wall and shut you out

love you too much for my own good

i wish you understood