eyes feel heavy
mind pounding
with consuming
thoughts that I
wish didn't belong
to me
I'm scared of them
they're rushing
and morphing
me into a giant
headache and
my tears are dry
just like my
exasperated breaths
and I wish
they would stop
I wish my panic
would stop shaking
and heaving
I wish the only thing
I worried about
was nothing
I wish...
depression...
thoughts that
I wish
didn't belong to me