I was gonna write to you again
but then I remembered that you actually dont care a slight bit anymore
so I decided to grab my old pencil instead of my phone and write about you
even though I might have seemed
like I dealt with it perfectly fine like
I wasn't going to miss you
.. truthfully, I miss you deeply
and I've been drowning with the thoughts of missing you since then
but I want you to know
that I still think
you're as lovely as the sunsets
yet as deadly as the dark night
and I don't know if you remember anymore because after everything
we were or at least what I wanted us to be you always said the way I would describe things were beautiful...
that my mind was beautiful...
even that i was beautiful...
and I remember thinking I wish I can tell you how much I truly love you with you by my side because I know you wanted me to
i know i kept my feelings hidden
but when i write..
all hidden is out
what a shame though..
you wont ever read this
anyways, I want you to know
that I am happy that youve moved on
but ****** that you're not happy with me
but know that I'll still
give you my heart, even the moon since it's much bigger than I can ever be, h e l l, ill give you the whole universe even if you don't want to share it with me anymore.
j.f