It bathed upon me, seek joy in the
Darkness I was enveloped beyond the
Moments of Thought it bled me dry of
Incandescent Will, where flickers of
Memory wallowed The enthralling moment
Of there dampening Into oblivions clap.

I washed up on the shores of its needing,
Never dragging but gently washing over
In a silken touch that cut upon my soul
A million times. I wasn't what I was before,
I was a shadow of confidence that once
Stepped but now I crawled on shards.

Light cut into the very fabric of my soul,
I bleed eternities of regret, each droplet
Of darkness feel upon the floor of nothing
Always falling into the nothingness from
Where it came. Each invited in to it hold
But both treated me as a vessel of usage.

Could one exist with neither of what each
Had offered, A hollow carcass of empty dreams.
But there was hope in the stillness, for I
Knew how I needed to be full. It was
To take in that which I needed. Not forced
Upon me I was empty but never more whole.