Sometimes, you might end up all alone here .
Sometimes, what you see is not always the truth.
Sometimes, you might mess up in life big time.
Sometimes , you can be your own worst enemy.
Sometimes, life is not fair so you need to live with it.
But at least you still have Christ your God by you.
This is why you must not always jump to conclusions.
So you need to ask for forgiveness and then move on.
So you need to take everything to God in prayer here.
Like I said you need to learn to deal with it everyday.