I’ve got the blade in my mouth the blood is dripping down the pain I feel makes me feel alive But the memories begin to come back I realize im so lost will I ever be found? How selfish can I be? poor me poor me
Is what i have not enough what more do I need I have a family and I am fed but yet my wrist are decorated with red the blood drips and I smile the emotional pain fades the physical pain settles in poor me poor me
Reality is drowned out I fall into the dark void My eyes are closed and I see nothing There is nothing anymore The world doesn't exist I don’t exist nobody does poor me poor me
I lose myself I forget everyone else I'm not a child but I'm not an adult I'm just me Maybe i will disappear I'm forgotten and now i am cursed Nobody is answering my tear less cries Poor me poor me
I fall down and don't get up I watch others and don't care I think about me I worry about me Its only me me me My world is composed of only “me” Nobody else exists Poor me poor me
But then I found him Then i found her Then i found others and it wasn't just me It was us It is no longer I, but we We suffer no more Because it is we Poor me until we
I watch you suffer I watch you cry I understand that it was just you Now it is you and I The pain is so real But now it is we It is we and no longer me It is we not me
It is we against the world We will survive You and me Its time to cross the finish line We will live it out to the end Now its not just me It is more than me
Then you left It was me Just me I'm lost now and can't be found I thought it was we but it is just me I will never know we Poor me Poor me
I am now drowning The time stops I drink my world away Life is now so fuzzy I fall and stumble I don't want to pick myself up Poor me Poor me
I look in the mirror and see just me It's just me No we just me The blade reached my neck I picture the world with no me The darkness takes over There is no more me
This poem is meant to display how our perception of the world changes as life progresses and we go through the twists on turns that are a part of being alive :)