Almost everything is okay as the leaves are changing. I am seeing the season take shape and not neck-deep in ironic rambling of how this happens every year. It does, but it is never the same.
Autumn is the briefest season. My car has broken down and I will not be able to drive myself to work come winter. Fall moves faster still. Red-orange canvas of trees becoming leafless and I am too entangled in people. I save my errant gaze for next year, another season.
It tastes of auburn and cool mornings and smells like summer in retrospect, as though I never noticed in full bloom, only after. I have problems focusing on the surrounding world as it plots and plods. I go along. I am occupied. She has changed the color of her hair, soft brown to blue-black. She smells of leaves falling, of cold nights and fires to burn. She is my favorite season.