Sometimes my heart aches, thinking about those that I got close to. But they went away, without me reaching out to them about God. I fail to minster to them , and now I feel ashamed that I fail them. When I think about all those people whom made a difference in my life. But I fail to make a difference in their lives while they were here. So many people that needed Jesus but I fail back then to minster. So now here I am missing being able to have been their true friend. For now I try to Love with Agape Love, but I fail back then to. I just am feeling so blue because I miss being able to minster to them. The way that I should had, so tonight I pray one more time for others.