Yes I am now walking away.
Because so far all I can hear is a "No".
Felt you're scared of something which didn't exist at the first place. 
Is it the fear of commitment?
Or you're just......
Let's face it, playing.
I have thought of it. 
The words you have said before
Were they true? Or just?

But I'm now walking away with a smile on my face.
AWAY FROM MY OWN MADE CAGE.