Body broken from military service Comrades gone or dead Cast adrift in civvy street I believed their lies. They said They would take care of me If service took its toll They said there would be help for me If nightmares sacked my soul Instead I'm turned from door to door My country has betrayed me Now I'm used up, no longer fit Youth gone to keep you free You treat me like a burden An encumbrance you don't need Helpless anger bubbles As I cut until I bleed Anger turning inwards As there's nothing I can do Dulce et Decorum Est? Is that really true? Or is it simply if you live A veteran you'll be Outlived your use A shattered wreck Is all that they will see The great and good Who never served Not even for one day Huge great poppies they will wear And stand and seem to pray Yet turn their face away from you A figure of disdain Would be much more convenient If you had been slain Your country doesn't want you Now you've served your use They told such lies and you bought in And now they cut you lose So don't expect their help And don't believe the lie Your country only wanted you to Do and then to die
It's how I feel. Accessing medical help is a nightmare as a veteran in the UK. This time of year there's Bonfire night with all its fireworks and then Remembrance Parades. All the local dignitaries remember once a year. For many of us every day is Remembrance Day.