Staring at this blank page
trying to put these feelings into words,
words I can't assemble,
words that will always brings pain
and tears into my eyes.

I know you're happy with her,
And it breaks my heart to see you happy,
Happy with somene and not with me.

It breaks me, breaks me every single ******* time.
I can even feel my hearts breaking,
and my body shivers as I think of you being with her.

How I wish this pain would go away.
How I wish I could say I'm happy for you.
How I wish, but the saddest thing is I can't make it go away,
I can't stop myself from loving you.