one day I will nestle myself gently into the mountains and I will be so small no one will see me burn
smoke fills my body and I watch as it rises to the sky- will you see me drifting above the tree-line and wonder about the loss?
will you imagine for me that my rooms were once full, will you play pretend and make me a home?
would you dream for me a world where I have not always been burning, mourn the broken picture frames and cleanse my attic with sage, rid me of the ghosts that could have lingered here
I will wait there in the mountains for my flames to fall, hidden sombrely amidst the hills, quietly humming my plea:
I am a burning house; with cracking foundation and collapsing walls, i beg you, condemn me
bury your secrets in my ashes and scroll stories on my walls, build a home for dying things from my rubble
let me finally stop burning and simply be burnt
i've had this concept rattling around in my head. i wish i had a better way to say it.