Hoping that you just might know better Feels like hoping for nothing..almost like waiting for rain in middle of a drought A thousand clever tricks all up rolled into one BIG lie You mind ****** the reality out of me True colors left unseen...Soul drained after all these years wasted Living in make believe land Was where I was found With flowers pushed slowly down my throat Lies crawled up to the pits of my stomach, tightening every muscle along its path Why was my love unread? I never asked because I was played You had me for a fool you sick son of ***** Finally enough of you was enough for me to walk away And the bullet in your heart was just a little goodbye *gift