Every now and again
I wonder
Why a part of me Still cares

When every hit and every
Burn
Leaves me numb beyond compare

You've  never loved me
You never will
And yet I'm longing for you still

It doesn't make sense
These thoughts in my head
I just wish they'd go away

I don't want to care
I don't want to feel
Feel as if maybe my dreams
Could be real

I don't want to hope
I don't want to pretend
That maybe this love isn't
In my head

You're so distant
You make me feel
So distant
And I can't stand it

I wish you would just leave
And never hurt me again
Deep down I wish you could be
Something like a friend