It burns your joints A silence, so loud, it ricochets off the walls in your mind It is not a deafening silence It is the kind that makes your ears ring A quickening of the pulse Invasive to the mind, like a dog's bark at 5:30 pm on a chilling December night Your soul is screaming Your toes are purple when you look down at them in the shower It's all surrounding you Pressing your arms to your sides as water runs over your mouth Your pulse thuds in your ears so loud It is equivalent to a locomotive train It burns your joints