You say you understand but you do not I see the sympathy across your face I just wish you saw me for who I am Saw me as more than a charity case Stop trying to imagine what it's like Maybe there is a God, maybe there's not If there is, he's got a sense of humor I mean, just look at my pitiful life Accidental and wrong in every way I wish he'd find better entertainment No one understands, no one ever will Maybe they'll hear and believe the rumors Of why I killed myself that lonely night They say it wasn't bullying or love But it was just over life in itself They say she warned her friends a million times They just couldn't comprehend the signs They say she doesn't blame all her friends Just some can live life, others have to leave Maybe in some other life, you'll see me happy