warm wine flowing through my body (Cabernet being ironically the same color as what gives me life) directed me to my room at approximately 11:25 pm that Wednesday. A light in the left corner painting a pleasant and inviting gold I tumble into my queen bed laughter airily escaping my lungs, exhalations of exhilaration Ruffled a string of words into a message. Borne of unadulterated joy and hopeless seclusion, radiation from my center came out of my fingers as "**** me like the angel I am. I am true beauty and divinity and deserve to feel like a goddess"