feeling dumb and worthless but trying to stay strong it is honestly so hard when you have been fighting so long trying to help everyone along your way try to keep everyone happy each and everyday you walk around faking a smile there has not been a real one in a while everyone thinks you are okay when really your not today is your only chance you got one more shot it did not go well so you decide itβs the end you say goodbye taking the knife and taking your last breath leaving everything now you have left