I want to run away so badly. Just end it with everyone. I'm burning from my own mistakes. I hate the person I become when you are around. The reality is that I've never ment anything to you. Hopefulness has taking me into the realm of delusion. What is right I see as left. Your eternal love is really a three minute panting and moaning fest. How could I be so blind. Well in truth I was viewing it all and I just wouldn't let go. I knew it was wrong but I just didn't care. I apparently don't love myself at all. If I did you would have seen nothing and I would have remained as Mother Teresa. So long it's time to grow up and outgrow you. Let my new roots be firm and pure.