I don't know what to do anymore.
I want to excel, I want to be the best,
but every part of me feels like giving up,
like every moment is the perfect moment
to let things go.

I want to be strong.
I want to prove to myself that
I can do this,
that I'm not the kind of person
who walks away when things get hard
without even trying to take the first step,
that I am going to finish what I started.

Things are getting hard,
and it won't get easier.

I have to keep fighting, I know.
But I don't have the strength anymore.

I don't want to admit this,

but I think I need someone to help me get through.