Though my heart is heavy with brokenness. I shall not give up, I shall not destroy myself. For as long as there is life within my body. There is hope, for my God makes us over comers. My God is the God of the weak, and humble. He speaks Hope, Joy, Peace and Love into us. So no what happens in my life here on earth. It is heaven that the true hope is drawn to. For my hope is not here but in being with Jesus.