It has never been about my writing, whether I have acknowledged that or not. If I cannot tell you now what my heart is hiding, then this has all been for naught. There IS a God who loves you, more than you can ever understand. I know this now, but keep forgetting. Sometimes even MY faith feels like sinking sand... But I will never waver in the knowledge, that He loves you more than whatever situation you are in. I know you have all heard about it, sin- the word that makes us cringe. Our God died though, so that you might be free- and for your freedom He will come again. If this is the only thing you believe in my writings, believe that you will have new life in Him, my friend.