I know that one day he's going to leave me. and that hurts
he is going to grow up happy with someone who's not me
But not me, because I don't see myself in ten years.
I don't see myself in five
and I don't even see myself in a year
I know one day he's going to realize that I am right
that he deserves someone better
someone who can treat him the way he deserves
he deserves to find someone who's everything I couldn't be
he deserve to never fear when his last days will be with me
because I am a ticking bomb
ready for destruction at any given moment