there are so many things I can't explain
     like the way you left me all alone
     or the way you squint when you laugh
     or why you insisted I was pretty
     only to run off with some other girl
there are many things I don't understand
     the way your eyes sparkle when you talk about you little sister
     the way you made me smile when I felt like I was dead
     the way you held my hand even when I was too sick to speak
     and how you kissed me on my forehead
that's how I knew you really loved me
     you listened to me rant about nonsense
     you held me for hours while I cried
     you tickled away my worries
     you sang away my heart ache
there are so many things I just don't get about you and I
     why did you leave
     why did you lie
     why wasn't I enough
     why baby why