my hairline sweat and tears mist from a shoreline, paint down my wrinkles like waves cresting a rocky beach, my colors so dissolved, all my fleshy canvases exposed to too much sun, my piercings all droopy, teeth falling out. I need a hair cut a good dentist and Dr. Phil. Or just strip down to my loincloth go back to Rochester, run with wildness, as I did then through brush and bathed in purple abandonement, virile unabsorbed lazing under the mulberry brush the willows swaying down to touch my unscarred youngness, with hope with hunger, then.