I reject the hunger for affection I reject the isolation and depression Even though my dreams weep For some what if past Cause me to wake and cry Even though pictures of loved ones Tare at my heart Ripping the strings of kinship And long lost loves I reject all that pain And I will pay the fairer price For that decision As my heart is shredded with precision Or sometimes with a surgical incision I will break brick by ****** brick But it will make a grand poetical spectacle