she looked at her reflection in the mirror as a single tear escaped her eyes she choked on words she could never say and wondered if their words were really lies she had been promised the world yet here she stood afraid and alone she stared at her scars and recent cuts and she knew she would never belong she would never be enough for anyone thats what the voices in her head seemed to say she wasn't even worth the air she breathed she wasted away more and more each day scars where either a comfort or a reminder to the pain she liked them more at the darkest of night but in the light of the day the others saw and wondered why she was never alright why her whole body shook when men were around why those memories were never erased why her lips quivered when she was addressed why she never spoke out of place she cuts to feel and feel and feel but there is nothing to erase that ache so she feels the pain day and night so that her fragile heart won't break