grief, holding me from embracing the welcoming arms of happiness ive learned that these bedroom walls, the floor that i crawl, had far too many times witnessed me collapsed and paralysed by my own sick mind.
all i want is nothing more, but for these voices in my head to go, leave me. leave me in the comfort of deafning silence. i no longer wish to be sick.
its been a year since i last written anything in here so yeh hi hello