I still worry about how I look 24/7
I still feel like crying everytime Im in large crowds
I still choke up when I have something to say
I still need to speak up
Because you could'nt hear my voice from one foot away

But Im getting better
Its hard but Im getting there

My random out burst of anger arent helping though but thats barely under my control

So dont taunt me
Dont make "oOoOo" noises after I've gotten mad
Its not my fault
And if you dont understand then maybe you should stop making me feel like ****

But Ive gotten better
Suicidal thoughts are a thing of the past
And Im so glad they didnt last

Ive gotten better
I can control my tears now
I can control the way I act most times

And I guess its for the best
That I just forget about the rest