I found clarity but my insecurities still scare me. You express your passion for me & it's clear to see. I laid with you and embraced you. I shared my energy with you and let you into the most vulnerable part of me. Now when we're apart it feels like I lost a part of me. I never fell so deep for someone and trust me you're the only one. You changed me in ways I didn't know a person could. I do everything I'm supposed to, everything I should. I see us in the future going forward. That's the goal I'm working towards. You make me feel like i actually matter, like I exsist. In that case I want you to remain in my life and not exit. I say "want" alot but in actuality I wanna say "need." How do I say it without being too clingy? **** boy... you really do mean the world to me.