i still read your old messages and i still havent cut my hair and i still go to that place that we were supposed to go and think about the things i want to say when its late and i am alone and i think about when i saw you driving past me in the most unexpected place and i wonder if you saw me too and just didnt know what to say i kept it to myself and i assume you would have done the same the longer this continues the more everything else fades everyone thinks im crazy taking meaning from things that may have nothing to do with me but if it is madness to try to fight for something that makes you smile without understanding that confuses your perception of everything then im willing to bear the name its a gift that you have to make someone feel this way without even a complete sentence the shortest messages with such intelligence putting everything i could ever write to shame