There are no roses left to give More is a habit you are forced to forget A glass house you are made to live You've made this bed But you can't fall asleep in it
Day breaks under the heaviness of night This house shakes with a fluttered tongue's plight Stuck 'neath my feet are shells colored white Every word spoken lends more heat than light
I am morphing from beast to child Accepting numb in exchange of my guile Remembering the West, dangerous and wild As I clutch the throne expelling my own bile
Transitions have never come easy Introductions weren't always my best Getting stuck somewhere in the middle Must be where I belong Like the weight felt deep in my chest
I am the clay you grasp with your hands I am a mold made to fit your demands I'll be whatever you want me to I'll be the needle's eye you're pulling thread through
You all promised it'd be better You told me there won't be any more fear I should have listened to my doubt Cuz now I see it was yourself you were talking about