I know you're not supposed to be a distraction, I just wonder what God was up to when He made my soul's natural reaction loving, trying, and dying for you. It's not about needing your affection, it's not about what you do or don't do It is about your soul's affliction, and the suffering I watch you go through. I pray for the Lord's intercession there's nothing He can't do. And He tells me I can do nothing except be there for you. And so continue to hurt me, if that's what you must do. I just know my prayers are working, even if I can't see what they do.