I don't know why I get so down and I don't know why I keep getting trapped I don't know why I can't stay up and I don't know why I can't stop thinking of raising a cup or a glass of something strong enough to influence me something to get me high or just enough to quit the suppressing choking me back with these thoughts I can't get rid of it doesn't take much these days to get me down, down, down lately all I know is my head just spins a- round, round, round nothing much to focus on to keep me from drowning I don't know what I'm doing but clearly I'm frowning