I'm a writer Inside and out I'm a liar Is what you all shout When my heart breaks It blasts open the gates Of the darkness within I know I'm guilty as sin My mind falters and surrenders And now i can't remember What they do When they have control They hurt who I love and wish to hold I thought they were gone I thought i didn't have to run Anymore I'm so sore Inside my frontal lobe My spirit travels across the globe As i'm expelled from my body And I'm locked out And i hurt everybody And gut them like they were trout Caught on a hook Of mind totally shook An empty shell Confined to hell As i wonder an look around With my face to the ground I erupt into a shout Due to another blackout
(c) Steven Forrester- From Diary of an Ominous Mind