Induced in caffeinated frenzy
The whimsy of forbidden love
Passion swirls stirred by the spooning
Mooning over my beloved
Engorged with desire
And all I am able to do
Is to die or write about what that inspires
She gasps as I collapse
United in my imagined state
A world of never was or will be
****** fantasies
Unreality becomes poetry
Urges become action
I spend myself on internet ****
To purge this painful ecstasy
*** and return to my sanity
Until I read or see her brilliance
And the cycle stiffens anew