you tore my heart into tiny candy sprinkles i dont care ill eat it up maybe you dont love me but you like the way i **** we can just kick it; try to make love we'll do some drugs what day is it? who's listening what's glistening what am i on right now? why am i seeing- why am i seeing this? who's listening? heart rate quickening under sheets barely slept in- we'll keep us a secret forever and always remember always? remember echoes- in empty hallways? and do you remember all the times you sent me straight to voicemail? everytime i try to think without writing you a letter (as if id actually send it through the mail as if i thought it'd ever meet your eyes) i don't know who i am anymore