I know am like a weapon
when triggered
anything can happen
and no, am not reckless

I know am ordinary
they said am vexatious
thoughts like cemetery

so I want nothing more
nothing less
I want to see your heart ripped out
but your not dieing
to see you breathing
but not existing

I want nothing more
nothing less
I want to see you crying
and not just water  
but blood as tears