I feel like a puppet. I wish God would make up His mind. One minute death, the next life.
I feel like Iām in a stormy sea. Being tossed to and fro amongst the waves, battered and beaten down.
Please God, release me from this.
I wrote this when we didn't know if my mom was going to live or die because of cancer. Her cancer was unresponsive to chemo, but then, all of a suddenly, there was supposedly no cancer in her body.