“there are some parts of the human brain even carps spit out.” but the amygdala births worms which the fish chew quite sweetly. what isn’t here: one un-slipped stream, one un-swissed memory. what is: encephalitis, beetle-black shadow in the water’s meat. some questions prompt answers like mouths and feeding. ask yourself why fish bones are like angels if it isn’t their getting stuck or the filigree. ask yourself why the first words of a poem are the skin of an unfathomable ocean, or why you can only ever think about bodies and feeding. in the throat, i forgot to say. i take a layer of algae off the table before sitting down to tuna and the soup in the coffin that is the kitchen sink. ask yourself: if the water pressure’s been gone for weeks, why is your hair always soaked in the morning?
inspired by dean young's poem "gray matter," from his 2005 collection.