As i walk along Manila Bay with my friend, there was only one thing running on my mind. I wish you were here. Listening to the voice of someone who's not yours, holding the shoulder of some other girl made me miss you even more. I was expecting for a sunset that afternoon, I wanted you to see it, then there it is againβ I wish you were here. Only to find out that there wont be one that day. I just stared at my friend while she was ranting about her relationship. Then my imagination started to play with my thoughts. If we were together At that moment, I would see a girl With a big smile on her face Telling stories about Her love for food And how happy she sounds When she talks about it With such excitement. I wish you were here. Then i stopped for a moment. I told my friend, "Let's sit down for a while" I was getting tired of walking along the bay. As we sit there quietly, as i noticed the crashing of the water against the rocks, I thought of you again. What would we talk about If you were here with me? I could look at you all afternoon just as how fascinated i was with the water crashing. I had to stop thinking about you every time I'm with someone else. I don't even remember the stories my friend was talking about. I was focused on how much i wanted you to be right there beside me. But those words Started to go on again, I wish you were here. I wish you were here. Oh, God. I wish you were her.
*June 21, 2015 9:02 pm
Can we meet if you have the time? Because believe it or not, i am getting sick of the fact that you are only in my mind.