Everyday I'm scared
Constantly
Feels like I'm standing
On the edge of a cliff
At any minute it will crumble
Like I'm standing on thin glass
Any minute it will break
Like I'm standing on ice
Thin Ice
Any moment it will crack
and I'll fall in
Into the icy pool
I'm that glass
I'm that thin ice
That crumbly cliff
Any moment
I'm going to break
Once again
Any moment
I'll crack
And when that time comes
I'll fall for a long time
And won't be able to get back up
It scares me
Everyday
I hide everything
Everything that;s going on in my life
Because I don't want to bore you
With my problems
And show that I'm not the happy person
That everyone thinks I am
Not the person think
That everythings perfect in my life
It's really not
Everyday I'm scared of getting that text
That phone call
From my Dad
to tell me that my uncles
back in hospital
and that he wont make it
this time
everyday I wait
For that one phone alert when
I will finally break