While deep in my slumber my unconscious thoughts, they quietly await. They creep and they sneak and they prowl and they growl. They never let me forget the hideous life I once lived. Midway into my day, my terrifying memories, they force themselves back to a place I can't fight. They're in my head, demanding the attention I can't bear to give them. There's no way to repress them, they're all-too real. For once they are there, there's no going back.