I’m glad you stopped answering me.
You did me a favor.
I have needs that you just couldn’t meet.
And yes, I feel things too deeply. I’m emotional.
And I love harder than you can even imagine.
I look passed the bad and I try to see the good.
Thank you for showing me I can’t keep doing that.
Because although their may be good in each person, it doesn’t mean that their good is good for me.
I’ve got to put myself first from now own.
I’ll never be able to detach the part from me that wants to help others and I love that, but enough is enough. This is my life.
And in love, I deserve what I want.
Although I may have to be single for awhile in order to find that, I know I’ll take pleasure in waiting.
Because boy oh boy when he comes along I am going to feel it all.
And I can’t wait for that day.
Until then I’m going to keep writing, creating, hoping, and helping, and I wish you the best in whatever it is that you choose to do.
But you don’t deserve my love,
you never did.