I know you're sitting there now- Close by, at his bedside; In that white hospital room, Watching the ebbing distance in his eyes. He's in a state of drifting, floating, Here one moment, gone another, And sometimes you wonder where He floats to in subconsious slumber.
And from months of running; Chasing currents of flowing streams, You heavy heart grows weary Listening to his slowing heart beat. You've been holding on so long, But now you watch him slip away: Like water out of your palm; Like light at the dusk of day.
Of all of a father's love outpoured, I pray you'll hold on to his memory, As the arms of life's oceans pull him in: Out of your arms, out of your reach.
-c.t.
For L.R.. I've been there before too - that place where the divide between life and death seems a mere veil, a mere threshold of a doorway. And I know the strength you must summon to go on when you've been left behind is immense, but hang on, because that's what he'd want of you too. Let your heart take time to heal, as the thief of Time, life, it steals.