I'm sorry. If there was anything i could take back. Its the negativity. My idiocy. The pain i brought you. I just want to start over. a cry for pity. a chance to show you the truth. the love that i show is real. not an army could stop me. you deserve to know. you know i do to. it is only fair but. in our life. what is fair. is there such a thing. i don't believe so. do you? think about it....