these tears sting my eyes more than you'd think
im not hurting for attention
im over the lack of love and attention
yet im not over you
my heartburns like ive just won first place in a hotwing eating competition

its unhealthy to store the deflated balloons you bought me for valentines day in my heart  
but hell those were good memories
in all honesty your were a good friend to me
it hurts... friend
because thats all it seemed like looking back from the end
sometimes "i love you" touched my ******* before my heart
your voice is so seductive at night

i dont wish you the best with your next
you dont ******* deserve it
you dont ******* deserve me
but baby please, dont fall out of love with me
remember the nights spent loving me
carressing and rubbing me

i still worry about you
hoping you'll find the right path into maturity
hoping you'll find trust
and release into all that you hold back
just know ive known your worth all along
you loved my singing
i want you to know you were my favorite song
i wonder what i did wrong

love does not always mean destiny
it hurts that i gave you the best of me
you can still have the rest of me

i still defend you when people call you an *******
i tell them that you dont know better
as if im washing glue from your tounge

deceit has never been ****
neglect is so scary
to think you were one i could marry
im still here  
i know you can feel alone sometimes
sadness,i know, can take your right mind