Nightmares You are still just a flash or a scream. The feeling of losing
my hold on someone slippery, for something fleeting
As a young girl, I suspected it: the carnage of night Who could have warned me? How quickly I lost sight of my role in a cuter world, holding the brightest light, the guardian devil, bring me back to that old familiar cage fight
There are layers of stories within me peeled back subconsciously where our atmosphere can contact
It's getting close to a vein my eyes go skipping over every sound I'm panicking right now intensive restructuring I have lost my way
Vulnerable to pressure and lonely Desperate for a push bologna I feel so dangerous
I want to love the warmth of your fire I bet it feels good to burn and burn away Dissipate into ashy air will you hold me higher for now? I'm soft I heal quickly I don't disobey the shear when it creeps in too far. I get happier when I find my own stars I get angrier when coach scrutinizes my arms
No amount of emotion will bring me closer to life No color speaks to me like the bright pigment from my knuckles in the corners of my cuticles over these thighs and ankles